Rainbow_chaser8 Mar 2005

ah youthful even at 23 when writting this poem i dont recall feeling youthful but it is a wonderful thought. I just felt i had to respond to the comment you left here, to me it sounded like you were implying weighing of the soul set you up as being a failure... was this correct? I disagree with the woe is me comment as well. Perhapes if i had left this poem in hopes of some attention to how i was feeling at this low point in my life then i could see your point, but being a person who just writes to move emotion i disagree. Could you tell me honestly that you have never experianced situations that have weighed your soul so to speek?. ... perhaps not and your diffrent from the rest of us, hats off to you then. lol
what im getting at here is that growth can come from moving emotion on a seemingly hopeless situation a persone may be faced with, obviously at this time i felt very lonely, and that i felt asthough i was on a search for a needle in a haystack, yes i felt hopeless, i felt like turning my back and giving up... but simply writting this very simple rather boring poem, i gave myself a key to unlock the emotion.... therefore moving the deperate feeling of lonelyness and the urge to give up, . let me ask you this have you ever felt like you were up against the whole world....and all you had the energy left to do, was crawl into bed and nap?
i can tell you this, when i write i write with ever fiber of my core, and move pure emotion, openly and honestly, i leave it for a day or two, come back and read over what i wrote. do you know what i get from this? a peek into myself, without denials or doubt or shame, no front no bullshit just pure emotion, by rereading what i have written i can then see it from a diffrent stand point, and see what it is i need to do to move forward. Hell im my own damn shrink :D
and the price is much more affordable. lol
~Autumn
P.S~ just one more thing, maybe not all of us post our writting in hopes of making it big as writters, alot of us post our writtings in hopes of making it by, in life.
Or i know i do.