Sorry if I've gotten you wrong. There are two users running around this site calling you mom. Their poem-pages are here
http://www.poemranker.com/user-browse.jsp?id=53851 and here
http://www.poemranker.com/user-browse.jsp?id=53506.
One of their poems starts "I killed a little boy to dance in his blood". Another goes "Some times I wonder If theres any hope For someone with so much HATE." There also used to be one about worshipping Hitler and killing Jews, but it's apparently been deleted.
I sincerely hope your son in Iraq is doing okay. I live next door in the Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan and think about the kids over there daily.