I dont think that there are rules in poetry! I do not write to form a perfect sentence or word scheme. What I write comes from my soul, my heart and visions! The Burning Rage poems, I wrote at moments when I would have rather cut myself! But I grabbed a pen instead. I would like to know your definition of a "normal" poem!
As you said, "I want to live in a place that's real not ideal" You seem to be idealistic yourself! A real poet writes for the soul to express inner emotions that may otherwise not be spoken in verbal words!

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