Ayudame (Help Me)

Looking up at the deep blue sky Wondering things that happened and why Sitting down trying to figure things out But ended feeling guilty and wry I was cheated, I was lied I was stupid, I cannot fight It hurts and I cried How I wish I could hide The truth is hurting me And so does the lie I was stabbed by a sharp knife Oh how I wish I could die I can't continue my life living like this Drowning in an ocean full of sorrow Burning in an inferno of lies Living like a lifeless dummy .. There's a way out to all of this Deep inside .. I know it It's just that I can't figure out what it is Ayudame .. God Ayudame.