Suicide I

I never thought I'd die this way Today will be my final day I reminisce about the years Some memories bring back so many tears I think about my one true friend The one who stuck with me until the end I'm too depressed to go on Who'll give a fuck when I'm gone? I contemplate the afterlife I wonder what it will be like Over me, please do not cry Or ask yourselves the questions, "Why Did (anonymous name) feel he had to die?" or "Why couldn't he have survived?" When I am gone, I'll be alright Even though I committed suicide I never thought I'd die this way There's nothing now anyone can say Even I ask myself the question why I felt my only way out was suicide To everybody who was mean to me I was normal, were you too blind to see? I hope when you hear that I am dead You'll regret the hurtful shit you said!