Terrified

I’m afraid of you Afraid of what you can do Afraid of those eyes that can be so cruel Just like you can be so cruel Oh God, Why am I such a fool? It hurts to be in your arms In your strong arms You say you love me And I sigh I cry I want to die Why? But do you Know that I do? That I love you too That this love It consumes me You’re all I think of Can’t you just let me be? To be with you is a contradiction It’s like and addiction An affliction Superstition You stand there You just stare You are unaware Of my pain And what would I gain If you knew? Would you stop the rain Of tears That I’ve cried for years? Your love is so powerful You’re so beautiful Yet, I’m so dull… I can’t give you what you need And it makes me bleed I can’t go on like this Living from kiss to kiss Living for that one moment of bliss That’s why I’m terrified Because of all the tears I’ve cried And all the times I’ve tried And sighed And lied And died So…terrified.