Rebel Wind

My life's become a romance novel Waking in the night with tears Choking on the saline as I Roll over and close my ears Eyes open in desperation Arms close without a thought I can't stop thinking about you And how my love was nearly bought Clinging to anticipation Wishing I was home again Close my eyes, release my ears Letting only one sense in Memory???s forgotten Words thought gone unsaid And I can't convince my mind to sleep I'd rather be dead *Chorus* But oh, rebel wind- I'm stagnant here, please blow me away again Oh rebel wind- something tells me this won't ever mend I'm stuck here until my plane leave But can't ever go home again. I'm stuck in a metal jail Blowing in the rebel wind Looked around, lost my mind Realised that what's up was down Confused about my whereabouts I saw that I could not be found I took a rain check on your story Didn't want to know the places you'd been Your shadows would just attach to me And I'd be at rock bottom again *Chorus 2* but oh, rebel wind- take away the stain where the shadow's been Oh, rebel wind- shake me up and make me feel alive again I can't stand the darkness But I settle, 'cos the light Blinds me and with ears closed I can't afford to lose my sight Still looking for a roadmap To "anywhere but here" If I could think you off my mind My new path would be so clear If I said I didn't miss you I'd be lying "I don't care??? is just untrue It's not the lying that I mind As long as it's next to you *Chorus 3* But oh, rebel wind- gotta close this door again Oh, rebel wind- to keep him on my mind is a sin I left the page unturned...if I'd just closed it, I'd not have been burned....*3x, fadeout*