Dad

Days go by I don't feel the same I wonder why I am to blame Trap myself inside my head again Can't get away from everything you have said Now that your gone your still in my head Quit yelling I can't take anymore Quit yelling This is all just in my head Quit yelling I'm on the edge Stop screaming dad just go to bed it won't be long and I hang instead It wasn't me or was it something I said Feel as though this is hell I'm breaking up inside full of doubt beginning to wonder what this is all about Quit yelling I can't take anymore Quit yelling This is all just in my head Quit yelling I'm on the edge Though your gone from I remember every thing you said Don't worry your still right there in my head Reminding me of the failers I have met I still hear those screams in the middle of the night Closet case text book example of failer in life Quit yelling I can't take anymore Quit yelling This is all just in my head Quit yelling I'm on the edge Cold sweats and panic attacks this is what I call life I can't drink myself away from his death What is wrong and what is right someone take me before I do it myself Death is all life holds for me empty shell of what could have been Take the step don't be late time to meet him at hells gates