If only

If only i hadent been such a fool as to believe the evil words you said. I hate myself,everyone hates me! 'you' made my life like this. 'You' screwed up my life! I cant go back and fix it because you have done too much damage to my life.If only i had walked away from you sooner. If only i had not had your baby, i would not be standing here waiting for the fucken milk to get warm! If only i had listened to my parents. If only i haden't trusted you. If only.......If only i had said...no.