She was supposedly yours... as was I

Pushed out of your way as you found another amusing Never thought I'd see this day Where you I'd be losing You talked to her but a single time And decided she was more than I Decided you just wouldn't be mine All we had you would simply deny So unlike you this was Didn't think I'd see this Simply leaving because I was easy to dismiss Another swept me away Saving me from falling Though I still regretted that day And you yourself I found appalling With the friend I did stay He knows I don't love him But it was kept this way Simply friends neatly trimmed The one you found amusing Found something better to do You got a taste of your own abusing For she found one better than you You were left alone Crying in your despair To this I'd known you were prone Couldn't have been changed by a prayer You decide to get smart Come tell me you love me Proud of yourself you are you think from your problems your freed But forget it my dear I don't play games this way Once you were out of here That was where you were to stay Should have thought about it Before you left my life You won't have me, you selfish twit You've put me through enough pain and strife.