My only friendship Poem

Clouds are closing in tonight Covering my eyes making me blind. Its hard to see through the rain For that I have you to blame. Dreaming of the nicer side of you Left me crying at reality Why must I miss you? Theres no ties binding you to me! Dirty looks from across the room Push me down and hold me there Frozen frames of me and you Burned to ashes, poured into the wind I feel inside myself, how you feel Deep inside my heart, blackened from depressive Ways to heal, YOu leave me pouring emotions. Back into this cup of trust This cup will be full of teardrops Tomorrow All I want is for you to understand me Shall I drink it or pour it into your eyes? So you can see how much your hurting me.