Mr Pig10 Apr 2003

Z,
Please ordain me with both. This is about the effect my father had on me being able to get close, one fears one is a tad frigid when it comes to the physical aspects of our desire. When I close my eyes I see my father who never held me, I wish he had, apparently they do, some of them. He wasw not present whilst this one side tenderness occured.

Oh hickory dickory what have I done posting this, should I remove it, will people think I a freak Z?