Seeing

I've watched the pain seen the hurt in their eyes. Watched as their worlds would crash to the ground. Watched them cry at night as I counted the tears that fell and watched as their eyes became cold. Love is what I've seen cause such pain Seen it take a smile and make a frown. Standing in the shadows watching romances fade thinking about how anyone would want to feel like such an empty grave. Since I was five I watched love kill souls take them to the darkness that is unknown. Seen others crumble as the truth came to dawn that the ones they loved didn't love them at all. I'm still that little girl who stood in the dark watching with horror as love tore others apart. I don't want to be like the others don't want to go through that pain don't want to sit in the dark as my tears fill my grave. I don't want any of it but I know it will come when love will kill me and laugh at me as I fall.