The diary of my tears

The diary of my tears lost again in that emptiness Could you ever believe my love? That was reason why my life is mystery How its moments engraved after each other They're lying deep inside my memory Thorough all years they keep me dying for it They let me walk thorough chances They were always all part of such destiny That we never realize that's too real Where I was the wintness of burying my all hopes And the broken heart aches all over For single moment of wishing not be here any more to say such things Get over this nightmare that makes us puppets The ending is beyond recognition and the sanity That was not what we all expected We're frozen frame that shows something This is not supposed to be spoken this is not another victory Over something it was meant to happen That has been darkened me it's night once more Then is my tears shed upon the bleeding bleakness That remind me of her again as only thing I had I wish to see her again That made all my pages like the unfold puzzle In order to be survived To be not as dead as you are