Unable To Be Whole

I'm still trying to figure it all out If you thought of my pain and it's amount When you decided to go ahead and end it all What could've been your reason for making that call Did I not treat you the best I simply could Did you not feel as much love as anyone should I literally gave you everything I had At the end I guess you felt nothing but sad All I want to know is if you even thought of me I gave you all my heart for you to throw away the key How could you just do it after all that time You spent trying to convice me you were mine Years together all thrown to waste You've forever left my mouth with a sour taste Can you see me from where ever you are Do you ever wonder if you went to far It's taking me all this time to recover As the sight of your last breath stayed to hover Over my heavy heart like your ghost entered my soul Tell me one thing did you intend to leave me Unable To Be Whole