dazed

dazed, confused and tired of existance i thought there could be something real the harsh reality is that it is pain and so on my crutch i lean it keeps me strong when people keep breaking me with you i feel safe, and important without you i am alone, fearfull and useless i can say so much my actions can never follow through you've never met anyone like me that will never set this soul free oh why can't i learn to live like you why is everything tearing me down i have no worth, nothing to offer i want it all i need it now i could use a vacant stare here and there the silence listen to that it will tell you everything you need because soon that will be you and I i've said i believe in you can you believe in what i say the truth hurts lies kill i say good-bye with this pill