~What do I do~

What do I do when I am in love with someone but I dont know how to tell them. What do I do when I just cant find the right word's to say to someone when they want some help from me on something. what do I do when someones world is falling apart and they want me to make it all better for them. What do I do when someone care about me and I dont care about them. What do I do when I hate someone and they love me. What do I do when I just cant stop thinking about someone when I am with someone else. What do I do when everything is going just great then it all fall's apart.What do I do when I lose the person that I care about most in life. What do I do when I lose the love of my life. What do I do when I just dont know where to run to when I need someone to lean on. What do I do when I just can't live on anymore. What do I do when everything doesnt make any sence anymore. What do I do when I dont have a reason to live anymore. What do I do when everything is just coming down on me and I dont know how to take it anymore. What do I do when someone tell's me that they have a chance to die. What do I do when I can't sleep at night because I am thinking about how I would feel if that person died. What would I do if I lost my mother. What would I do with out her in my life. How would everything be able to go on with out her in my life... Ashley Nicole Shrider April22,2003