i blame me

i am so sorry i didn't mean to kill it is my fault i fell a sleep on your last breathe you were with me in my dream alive and well did you ever know that you were the only one who was there for me when i was happy when i was sad when i laughed when i smiled when i cried you meant so much and still do now you are all alone 6 feet under i wish i was there to comfort you to feel your desire but i wasn't a tear comes to my eye knowing that you died i let you out i let you bleed i wouldn't let it happen again there is no second chance no last dance just tears making my face wet you will probaly never know all cold and alone that i loved you and i still do don't get to scared sooner than later i will be there with you or am i already there?