Learning

I found out that I loved you But I found it out to late Now that I know I need you I know that you`re not one to wait Tonight I`ll call out your name Even though you won`t hear I`ll cry and scream it the same And all cause you`re not there Why does it have to be that way? We can only miss what we used to know Had yesterday but gone today I never thought I couldn`t let go No I`m not going to forget The way you used to fill our bed That`s not something I`ll regret Even as I want the thoughts out of my head For now there`s the tears that I cry And even after they`ve been gone for long There`ll be the feelings that brought them to my eye I wish I didn`t know it or wish I was wrong My yesterdays were the greatest days I`ve had From now on it`s grief of darker days From all my blissful ignorance gone bad I can`t ever express it in enough ways