I kind of understand how you feel... all I can say is let the people in your life know how much you care... because you never know what tomorrow may hold... but they're never gone... they'll always be with you :o)

and before there are screams of heresy... I believe in god...

I believe she will see her father again one day, just as I'll see my grandparents, my uncle, and friends I've lost... when I die... that's what I believe... true, I have no real evidence to substantiate it... but then again, can you prove that there is a god? No... does that mean God doesn't exist because you don't have any evidence to base your claim? Just a thought :o)

thanks for the comment and I'm sorry you feel that way. And to answer your question, yes, I do have an imagination last time I checked. When I wrote this, I was going through so much, like a storm in my heart and mind, and my friends guided me back, like a beacon... just thought you should know... I hate for people for assuming something without knowing the full story... Thank you :o)

it's long since been faded my friend... but for now, I try to be strong for loved ones who need strength during this dark time :o)

Thanks for the suggestion Christof... I hope that I described it a little better :o)

Please my dear god'swife, be not concerned with the life of this shadow... no longer does he dwell in darkness, but bask in the warmth of the light... the darkness of night consumes him no longer, depression wilting away like the rose in fall... you're a very caring person... but fear not, I am not alone on this long road... nor ever again shall I be... caring souls like you shall always be my guides, to steer me from the darkness, forever roaming in the light. :o) hehe, sorry about that... felt a little poetic :o)

thanks for the comment... yeah, to be honest, I haven't looked at that page in such a long time... I don't even know why I put the address in my profile... things have changed a lot since its creation, or should I say, current state... I think I'll kill it... kiiiilll... uhh... sorry just kidding :o)

Unfortunately, I've never read "The City of Dreadful Night" until just now... and I'm glad that you mentioned it... such dark words he spoke... I knew those words well... thank you once again...

I see the truth in your words... I'm still trying to understand the nature of the thing though... I know where and I know when... but why is the question I'm still trying to answer... if I can answer that question, maybe I can give form to the feelings that I've written... you think?

thanks... I don't know about being a dancer but I'm a little scared about writing after getting s**t-faced... god only knows what I'll write or more the case... what the heck it'll look like... my guess -- the flight pattern of a acid tripped fly :p