i had an idea, how about we start a neo-nazi political group.. you know, just to piss people off, poke at the ole PC universe.. dont worry, my mind is simply wandering off into strange things.. its a common occurance with a dreamer..

smoothing them over happens first.. thats why river stones are smooth.. i know.. im being a smart ass, forgive me, but i was hearing the voice of my boring earth science teacher.. you have a dream? i am a constant ever morphing dream.. you know just an inkling about this reality.. it can be very very rough. so, your going to stay at it? well: just pray for rain, add more water, shrink them stones to dust, and well.. continue that boring task.. me, im just going to be the asshole that provokes the sensitive pc diaper society into making me a martyr.. i hope they do the cross thing, i like the idea of feeling holy.. They are hurt by the way its used? they are devastated by a few letters that make up one word? its called self pity, its called a cultural grudge.. its their sick revenge, their right to whine and get away with it, always the victim.. if thats what it means to be african american, then thank god im a california hillbilly.

Your poetry is tediously verbose because you overuse the dictionary and, to make matters worse, you happen to be the pretentious sort so you end up choosing words like "mellifluous" and phrases like "souls theatre". Your idea of what constitutes poetical wonderment is pretty much anything containing obscure language fused with line breaks and frequent refrences to spirits, messiahs, edens, cherubs, greek gods, dreamscapes, marble statues, melancholy, the whispering wind, xanthous brick roads, phantoms, reflections and musings. You're absolutely right. But what you lack is the uncompromisingly austere upbringing that was my priveledge. I am adept in my application of such words and phrases as mellifluous, xanthous, ruminate, maleficence, opprobrium, and "that would be an ecumenical matter", because they are not strangers to my daily vocabulary. You, on the other hand, wield the dictionary in much the same way a disabled wields an AK47 - as a strange, heavy object thrust into your hands by people who should have known better.

No it's not. You've got me, and I believe in your work.

What is white and black? Anthropologically speaking? Melotonin? The distance one is from the equator? The worst kind of nigger is the one that is black in front of blacks and white in front of the whites. Another nigger hybrid is the wigger and the chigger. Unfortunately easy money in rap music and drugs and pimpin' is all to blame. That coupled by white mans guilt allowing a turned blind eye. Their music is shit. rap music is fucking horribly degenerative to their whole race and mine. It practically proves the KKK right. These young black kids are into quick money, not working, being horribly rude and mysogenistic to woman, and drugs and guns, and now it's crossing over to other minorities AND THE WHITE KIDS!. That's about as niggerish as you can get in my opinion, and the jews are making a fortune off of it all in movies and music and what? We as white (or caucasians) are meant to still let it be this way and feel guilty about it? Fuck THAT! I'VE DOWN NOTHING TO THESE PEOPLE AND THEY ARE RACIST TO ME! So fuck those niggers and jews. I wasn't responsible for their plights. And what about the fucking indians? You don't see them hip hopping it up like a bunch of whining degenerates. In black culture it's about getting your kids out of the house. Who cares what they do once they are outside. Most poor black communities are full of trash and crime... Not because thay are poor but becayue they feel that it's hopless to try and make it better, because the man is holding them down? listen. I'm white, and I have nothing too. No one gave me an education, or handed me an inheritance or a meal ticket, or gave me some black guys job? So fuck them. They should quit whining and be happy they can slam dunk.

yep. we've all dealt with that bullshit, closed-minded buerocracy. about the wearing away at stones (NOT smoothing over at all) no, i expect i won't livelong enough to see the effects of that erosion. but am i going to stay at it? yes. because it' worth doind. or, undoing, in this case. ignore foulness, and it putrifies. i'd rather do what i can to wash it away, even if i know i can't be the total solution. "i have a dream"--he didn't see it either. but he sure as hell set the wheels in motion. i'm going to assume you do things you think will help, not harm, right? well, that's what this is for me. i could give a fuck about the word nigger. but my friends--they're 'hurt' by the way it's used. so, pour, y2k, pour.

margaret--that was a joke. of course i see the humor of it. can you not see the sarcasm in my comments? come on, margaret!!! lighten up!! did you really think i was being serious when i stated that poemranker was, 'the most advanced forum for literary camaraderie in the civilized world?' --well, i see that you laughed, so maybe you did have some inkling that i was completely over the top, here. laugh a little margaret!! it's a fun place! just don't take the assholes so seriously!

Rules? Ha ha ha. Fuck them. i will openly debate them, and their rules into fodder. That is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard.

ah.. concerning the rigid stupidity of highschool: been there, done that, old news. and about this smoothing over the river stones thing.. do you actually think your going to live long enough to see those stones become water eroded to sand? we are talking a loooong period of time.. and in this america where blacks still continue to whine and act like victimes, we are talking about a very soft running stream..

-nod- Before i go read these titles that you have delivered onto my hands, may i ask: was he a good story teller?

what i am telling you is what i have been told. white people aren't allowed to say nigger because they don't carry the stigma of it. in all fairness , i am not trying to be polite or pc, i'm respecting the unwritten rule as given to me by friends i have offended with my too-familiar speech. apparently it can be a term of endearment, between people who feel they own the word, whether they want to or not. but i'm not in that club, so i don't have all-access passes for it. my sister's a teacher--it's a hot issue. you can get suspended for saying it in her highschool, regardless of age or skin color. fuck, cunt, etc might not even get you detention, but nigger can get you expelled. i think it's stupid to give a WORD so much power. but i'm not the one who leveraged it. i hope to take away it's import by letting it fade. 'mick' and 'wop' had that power not 100 years ago. it's faded now. nigger's been around longer, so it'll take longer to fade. so that's how i deal with it--it doesn't deserve to have power, so i'll take it away, one grain of sand at a time. i'm part of the water flowing over that big-ass rock.

While searching the comments section for victimes and opportunities to be funny, or to be insultive, or whatever, you know i have a basic egocentric need to stroke my pride.. i found this! you still bother to sift through old works and comment on them, and vote zeros in anger.. i know you are mad, being rejected and all.. and being pounded into the soil.. by numerouse attackers.. but you need to move on.. im going to speculate, but does being bipolar cause you to lash out and persue obsessions of revenge?.. can you never turn your back on old wounds, must you constantly peel those scabs?.. your going to bleed to death.

yeah.. i fell for it.. heres a shit flavored cookie

Oh, and thanks.

... ok, so black folks are allowed to degrade eachother freely, but anyone else that is white is forbidden to utter nigger, and mentioning "negro" is something that is hushed: "dont anger those cool rap basketball lovers, they got nines and aks!!" oh cmon z, really now.. not like im one that uses the word nigger much, but im not scared to do so if i ever feel the urge to..

Which is why I wrote it sweetheart. Hows your cunt these days? Menapause got you down? try "CUNT cork" it works for mouths too.

rules are--unless you are one, you cant use it, bevause it's a flash point. so my dark-skinned allies would have me know.

amen to that. btw, ive been getting a good amount of fiber, ive been eating paper.. starving artist.... see, the jews dont think my poetry is going to make money, so they wont help.. the niggers keep yellin at me saying my work doesnt rhyme, and the spics.. they just keep asking me to pass the bong.. yeah, my life is in the can.