I'm in the dark because I choose to be. I revel the dark side of human nature, it is far more fascinating to me than the opposite; more complex, mysterious. The light is brighter because you can appreciate it more, it's a contrast to everything around you(i.e. a winning lotto ticket to a homeless man is far more significant/meaningful than it would be to a millionare).

Of course, I hate myself. Alright, my last name is Kott...I'm sure you can figure out my first name. I'm in the western michigan university network.

Well I've never had a dish of radiation I didn't like, so I'm not quite worried about that (vanilla uranium yellow cake is the BEST). Going down undah', eh? I'm sure that will be fun! I can't say I've attempted to watch cricket in a very long time and I've forgotten all the rules so I might not find it interesting if I did.

I do have a facebook account, I tried to search for you but...I don't know your name, so that posed a minor problem. I did just friend request you on myspace, though I don't really use that very often. Try to find me on facebook, my name is my email address on my profile here.

Hello there old chum, how are you these days? I finally got a job, however its with the oil industry... which isnt necessarily a bad thing if you don't mind being pure evil, so it works! I might actually have to go to the motherland for training, which is exciting. Anywho, good to see you're still alive along with my reputation.

Thanks, I feel as though whenever I try to forget about rhyming is when I write my best work. Unfortunatley this does not happen that often. Thank you.

Perhaps I'm pessimistic(ha), but this is truely how I view/feel my life right now. However, I have always been self-loathing. Thanks.

I know it makes things awkward, but that's God for you! I didn't mean it literally, I just wanted to convey the magnitude of the moment and thought this was the only way. It plays with the quasi-motif I have going: the scientist studying, breaking his objective intentions, finding God and running away. Glad you liked it.

I'm glad you caught/enjoyed that. It's more that I have no control over the feelings than that I don't care; quite frustrating. Also, no matter what happens the outcome is undesirable.

I think I need some GHB more than I need good luck ;)

What about, "I've buried myself inside these mistakes"? I prefer the torment that hindsight can deliver others ;)

This is about a friend I've liked for a long time and who has recently told me she feels the same towards me. Thus the first two lines. The "nitty" are my thoughts/feelings towards the question of "now what?" as we are both moving away in about a month and a half. Personally I'm trying not to get too involved because of the impending move, but I'm finding that very hard to do. It's a tricky situation that I'm handling horribly. Thanks for letting me unload this upon you, whether or not you care ;)

She's in a worn ruse that is acted by his mind. He doesn't see through it because it is a psychological disorder of some sort. I realize that I need to develop that thought so as the reader has a better understanding. Thank you!